# 005

it's funny how crushes work. one second you like the tall blonde and the next you like the rockerboy. or something like that. they work fast. the crush can wither away on a simple realization.

before, i mentioned having a crush on my friend. or atleast it was implied. that's over now, it was one of those things when your mind creates feelings for someone who was overly nice to you. and now i don't have a crush on anyone, but i realize the possibility for love now. i recognize that my heart is open.

i feel blessed in after all this heartbreak, being able to believe in love. the conception of it.

but then again.. i love my little dog more than anything in this world and if i got involved with someone, they would have to love her just as much as i do. because if they asked me to get rid of her for them, they would be kicked to the curb.

that's all for tonight, my dog is seriously barking at me right now for messing up her sleep so...

ps. when do they invent that space shuddle for all the stupid idiotic moron ex-boyfriends? i have a special delivery for the freaking non planet millions and millions of years away.