# 024

ohmygod, i have not written here for sooo long. i am so sorry! i didn't even realize it until i was sitting on my computer and just going "i wonder if i wrote about this, i wonder if i wrote about that" and came to check.. and realized that i have not written about ANYTHING.

you guys didn't even know i moved! and that happened before the last post of last year.. i'm a bad blogger, bad bad blogger. so yeah, i moved last year, so i've lived in my new apartment for.. a bit over 1,5 years now.. it's nice and big but my neighbors have slowly driven me insane since i am not one to enjoy listening to heavy bassed(?) music at 4 am.. or smelling weed all the time because it comes through the airvents.

what else.. oh, i started coloring my hair after the last post. first i went lighter but it was more yellow then blonde no matter what i did and my hair was in such a bad condition. soo then i went dark, almost black and kept that up for a few months. and then on march i thought "i cannot keep spending this much money on my hair every two months, it's insane!" so i bleached my hair to a lovely dark orange shade(it actually looked kinda nice in pictures that i took in the dark) and then put 5.0 on that and was at my natural color and started to grow it out. now i've got ends that are just a bit lighter than my roots but i don't even care 'cause it looks nice. i'm babbling, sorry.

i also got an expansion pack for sims, the get to work thing. it's a bit awesome, but also a bit annoying. like i can't own a store and make money on it without having to be there. but i really like the doctor-career. though everyone just keeps walking through walls and the only actual doctor in there keeps freaking out at eeverything, it's so funny.

also, an update to my phone situation.. i had galaxy note 2, it broke so on easter 2015 i went out and bought galaxy S3... and that broke spring of 2016.. bought myself another iphone 4s.. AND THAT BROKE LIKE TWO WEEKS AGO. so now i'm phoneless. which sucks a little, but with no social life on my phone it doesn't really affect me all that much but still a bit of a problem.

i'm going to stop writing now, even thought there is a lot more to say, because i feel like this is going to take an hour to read as it is.. thank you so much for reading, leave a comment and.. yeah. i hope you have a lovely rest of the year!

# 023

hi guys, i'm back! i am so incredibly sorry for not posting last month. there is really no excuse for it, i just had a terrible writer's block, could not think of anything to write about. that happens but for now, i sorta have something to talk about..

so, i've felt for a while now, that i've been in a some sort of a rut and have been feeling really cluttered, especially lately. right now, as i'm typing this, i can see in my peripheral vision two boxes of clothing... with atleast one box worth of clothing just piled on top of them.. which kindof inspired me a little.

this month, which will extend to may, i am going to, more or less, declutter my life. that will include my overly full closet(i'm sorry pants that once looked awesome but i am never going to wear you again!) and my computer, phone and tablet.. now, we ALL know how cluttered our computers and phones  and everything can become, we have millions of selfie's of ourselves, and we never take the time to delete photos we hate and will never publish, those pictures where you have no idea when, where or of what they were taken and it all just piles up and takes up room on our technology.

so, the first part is to try on .. pretty much everything i own and then compile it to the closet(what is not leaving my possession), into a box(things that go into storage[ie. winter clothing]) and the stuff i will get rid of. i am not sure what to do to the things yet. probably sell the ones that are in good condition.. maybe take some to UFF. to those of you who don't know, UFF is a thing where you can donate clothing that is clean, whole and in good shape and they make sure the clothing goes to people who need it. i don't know what is the US version if it, so i don't know what to compare it to.

the second part, which will be happening whenever i'm online, is to go trough every folder and every file on my computers, phone and tablet and get rid of anything that is junk, embarrasing or makes me say "wtf is happening here". and, even though that may seem easier, it really isn't. not when there is 15,2 Gt of pictures. and that is pictures alone. there are other files as well, but those will be a whole lot easier to clear when i'm done with the pictures.

i am also going to do something about.. well, to quote veronica mars, 'my stupid ass face.' except i mean my whole being. i really want to spice up my hair someway, i've been growing it out for about 8 months now(wow that's a while since my last haircut) and the color is my natural one, no coloring, nothing. just the same cut and color for 8 months.. the people who've known me for years can tell you, that is a long time for me to not do anything with my hair.

so, now that you know the game plan, let me know if you guys have any tips on what to do, how to do it or anything else. i would also love if you would link in the comment box some of your favourite hair/makeup pictures.

inspire me my lovelies.

# 022

i was originally supposed to write about something else but after some stuff went down, i kindof lost my inspiration..

so, as i have mentioned before (i think), i like playing the sims. i have since the very beginning, when the first came out. and then the second came out and i bought that and then the third. but i considered the fourth to be too expensive and was happy with the fourth.. but alas, someone who knows my love for the game went and bought it for me! and not just any sims 4, they bought me the collector's edition box that came with the usb-plumbot! it is awesome. it actually changes color based on how my sim-character is feeling at the time. i haven't stopped playing since last night. but i kindof have some issues with it, i don't know why but i can't make people move away from each other.. so now i have a couple of adults living together and it's so annoying... i'll figure it out.. someday.

yesterday i had a friend over and we wen't to the store and bought like a ton of movies, they were 5 movies for 10€ so it was cheap as hell. and there were a lot of my favourites and some that i collect and then just awesome movies that i wanted on dvd but hadn't found the energy to go buy them so that was great. i can get my nerd on with some avengers now too.

also, i don't know if you noticed but i made a twitter account for my blog where i try and tweet some small stuff when stuff's going on that may never come up in the blog. i was asked to make and instagram account but i don't think i'll be doing that one since i have an instagram and i barely use it as it is because my phone is a crappy one and so ready to die on me already. i'll upgrade to a better one when i find one that fits my needs. pretty sure i'm going to stay in the android -family though, i kinda love it now. for those of you who don't know, i used to have an iPhone 4S and now i carry around Samsung Galaxy Note 2.

well, that's about it for now.. 2 questions though... first, what kindof movies do you like? and second... what phone would you recommend for me?

# 017

i apologize for the lack of the second blogpost if some of you were expecting it. i just really didn't have anything to write about, i've been just spending time at home after school, watching netflix and doing schoolstuff and light cleaning. tiredsome stuff really.

so, yesterday was friday and oh boy did it suck. it was supposed to be all awesome and shit and it was until clock struck 22. then the shitstorm just hit. so naturally, i got so drunk i don't have that many memories of yesterday evening. i do remember a certain ex spitting on my face(yes, really) and calling me a whore. as if i've had sex for money, goods, services. that ain't me, no sir.

so i tweaked the blog a bit, still some kinks to sort out but i'll get there. also, you can now ask me questions trough spring.me which is on the sidebar. i'll answer when i can, i don't promise to answer to inappropiate questions or things i want to keep private but i'll do my best to answer every question!

so, that's it for today, i hope to get a lot of questions from you. save my sunday!

# 012

well, it's official. i win the award for the worst writer in the world. updated last in january? really? i suck. but hey, new wnb-sleek and cool look (please don't hate me i'll make you cookies! or something...)

so, what's new with me... well. there is a suuupercute bartender where i like to go dancing who's paid for a few of my drinks... i don't know what it means though.. care to share you smart people? i don't know, couple of people have said he's into me, but i doubt it. i don't think he's ever smiled at me. except once when i made a crappy joke about something without meaning to..

anyway.. school starts back up in a week and then a week later, i go older again, 23, yaaay(note the sarcasm). don't know what i'm gonna do yet. sleep probably. or something of the sort. i should be asleep now but who can sleep with all of this so awesome quiet when everyone else is sleeping and i'm so bored.

i have no idea what to write about. i'm just gonna watch some crappy movie... make the time go faster and the sleep come quicker. or something.


hey all you fine android users, can you recommend good apps for me? and nothing that requires money or facebook!

# 008

midnight ramblings. world i love you. and hate too.  i've been so bored today, i could think of nothing to do so i just did my hair like 2 minutes ago, i did some schoolstuff, semi-decorated my studyspace which doesn't really have anything changed, it's a bit cleaner and now it has a purpleish wall because i put a curtain up but really, this is not a nice space. some shelves would be nice or something. i don't know.

i realized that i keep liking men who are taken or not available to me. and i also realized why. no chance of getting them, no chance of getting my heart ripped to pieces and eaten by wolves. or something. but it sucks because i actually do want a relationship. with someone who likes me for me. and doesn't get down on me for smoking. or my coffee-habit. or being a nerd.

maybe i should go play something. or do something other than write, sitting here makes me kindof uncomfortable for some reason. and my stupid laptop keyboard doesn't like me today -enter saddest face ever here-. so much for being a nerd i guess.

also, i hate my hair.

bye!

# 007

i am fucking talented at something. and that something ain't good. i am talented at destroying computer equipment. i AGAIN poured(accidentally) a liquid on my keyboard. coffee. the last of my coffee to be exact. on my probably a month old keyboard.

yeah. i suck.

help!