# 020

i've struggled a lot with this blog. so many people know about it without me saying anything, it's apparently spread like wildfire around .. well.. the world since half of you guys are from the one and only US. i'm shocked really. i mean.. i haven't written in months and yet, i get hits daily. a lot of them.

what draws you to read my ramblings? leave a comment. i beg you!

now.. i'm still not sure what to do with this. i considered leaving it, just forgetting about it. i considered making it password protected.. i considered hiding it. continuing hasn't really been on the table since before the last post i wrote, i got a lot of shit about this blog from people, quite certain some of them are reading this now.

as for my life? it's good. better than good. i'm happy. and i know that there are some people who do not like that at all. but i don't care. i don't live my life for them. i live it for me. i have my friends, i have my family. roof above my head, food in the fridge... i have everything i want. oh and i did finally quit my habit and stopped smoking.

and then, let's adress some rumours. (this could be like a weekly series, it happens so much)

1. no, i am not pregnant.
2. i am not dying.
3. i do not have a sugar daddy. or a sugar mama. i do have sugar, i use it in coffee and baking.
4. i did not join a cult. (seriously people?!)
5. umm... no, i think that's it. unless you know more?

i hope everyone had a good christmas/hanukkah and enjoyed it. i know mine was very enjoyable. have a fun and safe new year's and be happy!

leave a comment telling why you read this and if i should quit or if my writing and life is so interesting that you'll want to keep reading! looking forward to reading and replying to all of them!